Woah I am so happy! I decided to clean my desk because it was really junky and gross, and upon doing that I found the long lost TABLET PEN!! wow, ive made some people/commissioners angry with that thing being missing, but im so happy I could just dance ;___;

also, bought some new shoes for myself for the first time in years <3

WHY IS LIVEJOURNAL BEING SO WEIRD D:
Im not getting any email notifications! and my PMs are BLANK

Heres that christmas list thing I was tagged to do


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I tag EVERYONE WHO READ THIS

Adventures in fursuit making! so far I have an awful bucket of foam that looks rather triangular. Oh boy, its going to come out AWFUL.

In other news I got a new shinxy today<3 10inch toy factory, he is precious..Now I just need the little one.

http://gleameyes.webs.com/wantlistpending.htm want list updated for anyone who has some lions Im missing! (didnt bother to update the acual collection page..I need a camera)

yesterday, my mom show up at my house uninvited, after waiting at IHOP to watch and wait for whenever I would be home :( creepy
I was forced into an awkward day with a lot of lecturing and asking when i would be able to give her money!!
awkward very very

today there was toys r us :>

Happy thanksgiving guys! to all of my friends!

I hope you guys all had a wonderful day and a great meal, even though thanksgiving isnt all about food.
its about being thankful, and I dont say it near enough but I am thankful for all of you :> Thanks for being my fren<3

Now that I can play as shinx maybe I will actually beat this game

Id really like to take this time to apologize to all of the people who have commissioned me or are in pkmncollectors and just havent seen me around! I havent forgotten about any one of you, Im just going through a hard time right now ;_; I just feel bad that Im slipping away from some of you wonderful people and if you ever want my aim name please ask for it!

Arceus has a funny voice!!!!!!!!!!!

Custom artists who let me commission them and pay them and then give me a deadline for when it will be done and then not talk to me for close to a YEAR annoying. custom artists who do peoples commissions before mine ANNOYING.
custom artists who ask me to do a custom trade and then IGNORE ME annoying
custom artists who finish my customs and then not respond when it comes time to mail them out ANNOYING

I am working on EVERYTHING I owe, I promise I am. I just want to apologize to everyone Ive been a douchebag to and if anyone sees this, if they could forward the message something WILL be done about everything in the next week..(you guys probably know what I mean)

Ive been very immature about things and I dont deserve all the kind friends I have ahh

things have been very..very hard for me lately. I'll go into that more later..just afraid of sounding like Im making exscuses, even though theres no reason for how I have acted to you kind people.

communication will be hard with me the next few days due to a family mix up and what not, but I am working on it all guys, I promise.

DevilsSantuary: k I figured out my 2 cosplays for Otakon this year
DevilsSantuary: ;o~
MiNdLeSsIRkEn: :o?
DevilsSantuary: 1. A Blacksmith from RO [cosplaying my character] either that or a new Gypsy sprite. I have more then half of the outfit existing.

and 2. The Medic from TF2.
DevilsSantuary: Or The Scout from TF2
MiNdLeSsIRkEn: do you even play tf2..?
DevilsSantuary: <.< No

Does anyone who draws pokemon art/trainers want to help me design an outfit for a girl? :D it has to be pink/red for the main part but I dont mind other colours in it! any suggestions? GO WILD. iris needs a new outfit.

that up there isnt iris, but my SELF in POKEMAN (not really) GEAR IM SO COOL

So I pulled out some fabric and randomly wanted to make a shaymin plush, for practice and possibly sell! I was all pumped about it until I accidently lowered my foot and got a sewing needle lodged in the side of it oh god it was awful and I could barely see the end of it and I was trying to wiggle it free by pulling the thread and then the thread snapped, so I kept trying to grab it with scissors but it kept sliding off the needle and I couldnt even budge it, finally after pressing hard on my foot for a while and slowwly wiggling with scissors I pulled it out..and no blood, oddly enough- didnt even hurt..but I HAD been kicked out of the TF2 server I was playing on :/

My best friend is going on a trip and I'll miss her..andrews so far away :[ Im already feeling lonely.
I wanted to try and make some cute ears to attatch to a headband and then it snapped fgkdf oh well.
I guess today was not my day..how was everyones 4th of july?

and I didnt get an azelf ;_____;

today is so gay

somebody hold me ;______;_;-;-p;;;-;

Wow 3 am its time to CAMWHORE. I don't do this often..I think it was an urge.
LJ cutbecause I am hideous and retarded

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I Look stupid! in every picture ever!

Also lol there was a rumor going around my highschool that I DIED. WHAT.

Ughh I'm so tired. I just had a dream where I was fighting a bunch of electabuzzes and a raichu named lil' john...like the rapper.

then I dropped my alarm clock on my best friend while it was going off loudly.
I am awesome.

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